I'm not sure if everyone has this feeling, but do you know how there are so many different feelings you get at weddings. There's the "I'm single and this is making me jealous" feeling, there is the "I'm with someone and I could see myself up there", or "there is the I'm with someone but I cannot see myself up there", then there is the "I'm single, but I'm ok with that." feeling.
And then there is the feeling I had. I felt absolutely happy for David, and thought, "Yes that is awesome for him", but I didn't have any feelings towards myself. I know, none of you believe me right now, but I'm tired of thinking of myself and how I feel about my relationships, I am completely ready to just accept whatever happens and not over think it.
I think that's how weddings are supposed to be, you aren't to think about yourself at all, you are just supposed to stand behind and support the Love that unfolds in front of you.
And then there is the feeling I had. I felt absolutely happy for David, and thought, "Yes that is awesome for him", but I didn't have any feelings towards myself. I know, none of you believe me right now, but I'm tired of thinking of myself and how I feel about my relationships, I am completely ready to just accept whatever happens and not over think it.
I think that's how weddings are supposed to be, you aren't to think about yourself at all, you are just supposed to stand behind and support the Love that unfolds in front of you.
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